Tuesday, February 28, 2017
I had the best weekend. Last minute invite and decision to go run the Gasparilla half marathon.. and the whole time I was running I kept thinking, "how freaking lucky am I that I am able to do this?" I have legs strong enough to carry me 13 miles, and friends good enough to drive us the 100 miles to get there and share beds with, and non-stop laughter and good vibes the entire time. Thank you for sharing your weekend with me, girls, and for being in my life. I will never stop being grateful that this is my life.
Monday, February 27, 2017
Thursday, February 23, 2017
I woke up today feeling an inexplicable, weird blend of despair and lethargy. I came into my little studio to paint a bit, with no clear goal or idea in mind, and found myself starting to cover an already finished painting with dark, dark gray. I covered almost half of it before I realized what I was doing. To counter it, reached for the white, and ended up painting myself a message. I guess I now know part of what is weighing on me. And what I should focus on today. Doing what I can.
Tuesday, February 21, 2017
Monday, February 20, 2017
when I spread paint around intuitively, without any goal in mind, sometimes even with my eyes closed, I am always amazed by what comes out. this showed up for me this morning and is really speaking to me.
Saturday, February 18, 2017
painting (and burying) a mantra
into the background of this one today..
this one aimed directly at myself
as I work through some deep shit.
don't allow your wounds
to turn you into a person you are not.